Standing Where You Stood

by ¡Ay Carmela!

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1.
The silence keeps me awake The whole house holds its breath like a promise I try not to break the spell as I tread softly from your room Feel my way in the grey half light I’m still learning my way round your kitchen drawers One day I’ll do this blindfold, conjure up each little feature Like a charm Do we fit? Will we smile, framed on these walls Dressed up in our brightest wishes Your parents, they are welcoming, I picture future visits Undressing by your bedside light Trying on your life for size I like the way it looks On me Windows down The night air swells to a high If we don’t try Then how will we ever know Where this is going? I play your favourite song While you roll one for the road The kettle calls your name Now I move from room to room with ease You’re curled up on the sofa, I wanna memorise this scene From where I’m pausing in the doorway But you’re already up and out And there’s a knot in my stomach That stops me saying What I’d like to hear me say Windows down The night air swells to a high If we don’t try Then how will we ever know Where this is going? I don’t blame us When we were so far down the road I don’t blame us
2.
My first memory was standing, eager at the top of the stairs as you came home Burning with the urge to tell you every little detail about what I did that day Hand on the banister, my words slide away As you tell me to wait And in a nutshell I adore you I want so very, very badly To impress you in some way Ten years on and I am dragging my heels under the weight of all the things you wish you’d done The promise in your eyes, sharing your dreams I wanna let you down out of spite Every trip I take, every fall, I’m waiting for you to break But you just sit it out And in a nutshell I abhor you I want so very badly To disappoint you Twenty years have passed, I find myself standing where you stood My hardness melts away, seeing the view from your height You felt just as young and terrified Standing my ground now, in your hand me downs As unready as I’ll ever be And in a nutshell I am with you Stumbling around, around, around

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Two tracks about perspective and looking back through the lens of an older, present self.

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released May 16, 2025

Written and performed by ¡Ay Carmela!
Carmela Pietrangelo - vocals and guitars
Bruno Chavez - bass guitar and backing vocals
Aimee Smith - drums and percussion

Recorded and mixed by Scot McKenzie at New Cut Studios in Bristol
Mastered by Tim Turan at Turan Audio
Cover image by Giovanni Pietrangelo

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¡Ay Carmela! Bristol, UK

Bristol & Swansea based indie / alternative band.

90s rock influences, with intricate drum grooves, and lyrics about memory and change.

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